Jeg er ødelagt både fysisk og mentalt, i tillegg så er jeg drita full så jeg kommer nok ikke på jobb i morgen. Hadde jeg klart å komme meg på jobb i morgen, hadde jeg nok bare stått der og sett dum ut, ikke en gang klart å sette sammen en cpu og ett hovedkort.

Life sucks.

I hate it. Why did I ever think that this time would be any different. I've had it.

Fuck this bullshit. No more. That's it. I'm never ever doing that again.

I hate my life and I hate myself.

I've somehow managed to find me the most wonderful girlfriend ever and in a few days I'll be going to The Netherlands to see her again. So I'm just counting down the days and the hours until I see her again.

Life could not be more perfect at the moment, except for my busted up wrist. Once I get back from easter vacation I'll be given a round of cortison injections to fix my arm.

Today my grandfather died.

I miss him so much already.

I love you granddad. Rest in peace.

Welcome to 2008! I am now writing this on the very last evening of my x-mas/new-years vacation.

Thanks to my wonderful boss, I was able to work up a few extra days off through overtime before x-mas and left for x-mas december 21st last year and start back at work again on monday the 7th of january this year.